I wanna slit your throat and fuck the wound
I wanna push my face in and feel the swoon
I wanna dig inside, find a little bit of me
Cuz the line gets crossed when you dont come clean
My wormwood meets your pesticide
Youll never get out, coz you were never alive
I am infinite, I am the infant finite
Come a little closer and Ill show you why
(no one is - safe)
Noises, noises, people make noises
People make noises when theyre sick
Nothing to do except hold on to nothing
How does it feel to be locked inside another dream
That never had a chance of being realized?
What the fuck are you lookin at?
Ill tell you what youre lookin at
Everyone you ever fuckin laughed at
Look in my eyes for the answers - typical
I can feel it underneath like a miracle
Everybody in the world needs more than
Lies and consequences to poser them
Once again, its me and no one else
I cant remember if there was a someone else
Its not mine, its not fair, its outta my hands
And its shaking - youll never take me
(no one is - safe)
Noises, noises, people make noises
People make noises when theyre sick
Nothing to do except hold on to nothing
Nothing!
(hate) hate aint enough to describe me
(scream) somewhere between screaming and crying
Im not supposed to be here
Im not supoosed to be
(why) when do I get to know why?
(bitter) bitter as the stink of when I try
Im not supposed to be here
Im not supposed to be
Pull your hands away
Im gone - goodbye - its so depressing
Withering away
Take a look - inside - my soul is missing
All I have is dead, so Ill take you with me
Feel like Im erased - so kill me just in case
(covet) everything around mes mine
(sty) cant see through the sties in my eyes
Im not supposed to be here
Im not supposed to be
(down) scratching and clawing all the way
(stay) you wont let me fucking stay
Im not supposed to be here
Im not supposed to be
(live) is there another way to live?
(die) cuz its the only way to die
Im not supposed to be here
Im not supposed to be